March 21 is National Poetry Day!

I love poetry. I love all that is says, all that it can mean, I love the multitude of forms it takes and that no matter how you write it you aren’t wrong because it is an expression of you. In honor of the day, here are some of my favorite pieces, as well as a few of my own works.

Of Modern Poetry by Wallace Stevens

The poem of the mind in the act of finding
What will suffice. It has not always had
To find: the scene was set; it repeated what
Was in the script.
Then the theatre was changed
To something else. Its past was a souvenir.

It has to be living, to learn the speech of the place.
It has to face the men of the time and to meet
The women of the time. It has to think about war
And it has to find what will suffice. It has
To construct a new stage. It has to be on that stage,
And, like an insatiable actor, slowly and
With meditation, speak words that in the ear,
In the delicatest ear of the mind, repeat,
Exactly, that which it wants to hear, at the sound
Of which, an invisible audience listens,
Not to the play, but to itself, expressed
In an emotion as of two people, as of two
Emotions becoming one. The actor is
A metaphysician in the dark, twanging
An instrument, twanging a wiry string that gives
Sounds passing through sudden rightnesses, wholly
Containing the mind, below which it cannot descend,
Beyond which it has no will to rise.
It must
Be the finding of a satisfaction, and may
Be of a man skating, a woman dancing, a woman
Combing. The poem of the act of the mind.

***

Here I Love You by Pablo Neruda

Here I love you.
In the dark pines the wind disentangles itself.
The moon glows like phosphorous on the vagrant waters.
Days, all one kind, go chasing each other.

The snow unfurls in dancing figures.
A silver gull slips down from the west.
Sometimes a sail. High, high stars.
Oh the black cross of a ship.
Alone.


Sometimes I get up early and even my soul is wet.
Far away the sea sounds and resounds.
This is a port.

Here I love you.
Here I love you and the horizon hides you in vain.
I love you still among these cold things.
Sometimes my kisses go on those heavy vessels
that cross the sea towards no arrival.
I see myself forgotten like those old anchors.

The piers sadden when the afternoon moors there.
My life grows tired, hungry to no purpose.
I love what I do not have. You are so far.
My loathing wrestles with the slow twilights.
But night comes and starts to sing to me.

The moon turns its clockwork dream.
The biggest stars look at me with your eyes.
And as I love you, the pines in the wind
want to sing your name with their leaves of wire.

***

Brighter Shone The Golden Shadows

by Louisa May Alcott

Brighter shone the golden shadows;
On the cool wind softly came
The low, sweet tones of happy flowers,
Singing little Violet’s name.
‘Mong the green trees was it whispered,
And the bright waves bore it on
To the lonely forest flowers,
Where the glad news had not gone.
Thus the Frost-King lost his kingdom,
And his power to harm and blight.
Violet conquered, and his cold heart
Warmed with music, love, and light;
And his fair home, once so dreary,
Gay with lovely Elves and flowers,
Brought a joy that never faded
Through the long bright summer hours.
Thus, by Violet’s magic power,
All dark shadows passed away,
And o’er the home of happy flowers
The golden light for ever lay.
Thus the Fairy mission ended,
And all Flower-Land was taught
The “Power of Love,” by gentle deeds
That little Violet wrought.

***

Mother’s Stories

By Nicole Kapise Perkins

I warned you about Mother telling her stories.

I warned you,

but you wouldn’t listen.

*

I warned you about the magic

of golem and djinn,

about lilac walks

and mysterious circuses.

Stranded mice,

abandoned mice,

runaway mice,

unexceptional princesses,

all fodder for the worst sort of daydreaming.

I warned you,

but you wouldn’t listen.

*

Sisters telling stories in bird language

as they browse bookstores in Paris

and tapestries of tales

told by women who are unicorns

invite all sorts of imaginings,

nothing practical,

all frivolous flights of fancy.

I warned you,

but you wouldn’t listen.

*

Leave Avalon to lie in the mist,

allow the city of chains

to fall into the abyss,

let wolf-women run

through Rome’s seven hills alone.

Close your ears to Mother’s stories,

cover your eyes so you aren’t ensnared

by the magic of gesture.

Let the story end,

leave the queen encased in crystal

and the flower-maiden weeping

in underground halls;

don’t send the children out

to peek under toadstool and

fern forests for wee wicked folk.

I warned you,

but you wouldn’t listen.

*

Tell them no,

you’ll not hear the hoofbeats

as the horseman stalks the village,

rabbits don’t wear watches,

mermaids don’t dance,

fillies don’t fly.

Tell the children no,

abandoned princesses don’t wear crowns of stars,

maids don’t marry monsters

in return for a single rose,

they don’t marry the north wind,

they don’t spin dynasties

on outlawed spinning wheels.

I warned you,

but you wouldn’t listen.

*

See what comes of Mother’s stories:

the children run wild through the wood

seeking musical menageries,

they wade into seaside caves

singing for selkies.

They ask for tales told

by orphaned princesses

hiding in palace gardens

and songs sung by shieldmaidens.

They want stories

of women made of glass

and sagas sung by lionesses,

princesses who save miners’ sons

and princesses who save themselves.

I warned you,

but you wouldn’t listen.

*

No good will come of Mother’s stories,

I said,

and now all is topsy-turvy

and the children have run off

to the goblin market.

***

carnations write their crimson autobiographies

By Nicole Kapise Perkins

*

He gave me carnations,

spicy-sweet and ruffled. I asked him to write

me a poem, a song, a dirge, their

words fluttering like birds in my heart, a crimson

flush on my cheeks. One day our

children will be our autobiographies.

***

Do I love you?

By Nicole Kapise Perkins

*

When you asked me do

I love you, I

smiled and asked you what is love,

and how could I possibly offer it to anyone but you?

Etty’s Pen

Every once in a while you find a book that literally changes your life. It changes your outlook, how you approach situations, or it may actually change you. I found such a book a handful of years ago. Picked up at the Little Free Library just around the corner from my house, this collection of letters written during the Holocaust promised to be a profound account of a nightmare I can only imagine, and I know those imaginings do not compare to the reality that people lived during that time.

Letters from Westerbork is the collection of letters Etty Hillesum wrote to friends living in Amsterdam while she was working in the prison camp of Westerbork, and to those confined in the prison camp while she was still free to come and go. Etty was a member of the Jewish Council, and worked as a social worker during the early days of the Nazi occupation of Amsterdam. Friends in Amsterdam tried repeatedly to get her to leave the country and each time she refused, saying that people needed her and there was still much good she could do. Eventually she was no longer permitted to leave Westerbork, and ultimately she was sent to Auschwitz with the rest of her family.

I found this book entirely by happenstance, and I am forever grateful that I did. I picked it up because I love reading letters and journals; I reread it because it has so much to teach me. I read it cover to cover a few times a year; at least once a week I pick it up and open to a random page to read words that Etty wrote 80 years ago, messages to people she loved and cared for, brimming with hope, carrying messages of consolation and strength. The forward of this copy that I own states that Etty did not expect to survive whatever came after Westerbork; you would never know that from her words.

From what I understand, it is very difficult to find a copy of the Letters. Her journals, An Interrupted Life, are easier to find. I have read this as well, and while it gave me a clearer picture of who Etty was as a whole person, I feel it is in her letters that her soul shines the brightest. Nothing I write will adequately convey the admiration I feel for someone so fully invested in serving others, and I cannot hope to speak as truthfully about humanity as Etty. All I can do is offer you words from Etty herself.

Etty’s Pen

My heart failed a few times again today, but each time it came back to life.

This is no time for poets and philosophers.

***

It is strange that in such a short time a person can come to feel as much at one with a place and its inhabitants.

I’m no good for anything, it’s really very sad, there is so much to be done here.

“We don’t want to remember anything from before; otherwise we couldn’t manage to live here.”

In a few hours you can accumulate enough gloom here to last a lifetime.

I shall be fully composed when I return.

I realized again that where there are people, there is life.

Everything here is full of paradox.

***

I often have conversations with you, but feel no need to write them down.

Am I a dreamer?

May I smile on you again from afar?

How are the yellow lupins—are they out again?

You can still entertain hopes that I will be wise one day.

Your coffee must have grown cold by now, but it’s not my fault.

Now and then I join the gulls.

I have to stop right in the middle of the fairy tales—

It’s not right for a human being to take the easy way out.

I find it difficult to say honestly how I feel.

Ah, children, we live in a strange world—

It is late; I can’t tell you how tired I am.

My soul is content.

***

I do not feel I have been robbed of my freedom.

In the evenings we go and watch the sun setting over the purple lupins behind the barbed wire.

We shall all of us bear up, on both sides of the barbed wire, won’t we?

The barbed wire is more a question of attitude.

It is a glorious day—how different life suddenly looks!

***

I feel quite strong and brave, although sometimes I can see nothing but blackness and nothing makes any sense at all.

I have been here a hundred years already.

I am experiencing so much that is good here.

And in spite of everything you always end up with the same conviction: life is good after all.

And yes, please, pray for us a little.

Suddenly it’s all coming to an end.

***

A terrible day, a terrible day!

The people were dignified, calm, and disciplined.

“This whole business is slowly driving me to the edge of despair.”

What all those thousands before us have borne, we can also bear.

For us, I think, it is no longer a question of living, but of how one is equipped for one’s extinction.

There was a moment when I felt in all seriousness that after this night, it would be a sin to ever laugh again.

If I were to say that I was in hell that night, would I really be telling you?

“It’s going to come to an end soon, it’s all going to come tumbling down.”

If we fail to draw new meaning from the deep wells of our distress and despair, then it will not be enough.

And the absence of hatred in no way implies the absence of moral indignation.

***

One concentrates so much on others that one forgets oneself, and that’s just as well.

And I am left to live and work and stay cheerful.

And that too is cowardice.

Why am I being left behind?

***

A human being is a remarkable thing.

Love for one’s fellow man is like an elemental glow that sustains you.

I never have the feeling that I have got to make the best of things; everything is fine just as it is.

There are many miracles in a human life.

I believe the world is beautiful all over, even the places that geography books describe as barren and dull.

***

Each of us still lives under his own star, it appears.

We have not yet gained a common sense of history.

Like circumstances do not yet seem to produce like people.

A name occurs to me: Herod.

***

“I can’t take it all in.”

“I would like, oh, I really would like, to be able to swim away in my own tears.”

“I do not know why the roses bloom.”

All I really want to say is this: I am no poet.

Life is glorious and magnificent, and one day we shall be building a whole new world.

The main path of my life stretches like a long journey before me and already reaches into another world.

As for the future, I am firmly resolved to return to you after my wanderings.

If.

We left the camp singing.

***

~Etty Hillesum died in Auschwitz on 30 November 1943~

All lines taken from Letters from Westerbork by Etty Hillesum; English translation, 1986, Random House, Inc.